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Will Bailey

Will Bailey is a veteran who was born on Kauaʻi, served two tours in Iraq, and now lives on Hawaiʻi island. He attended University of Hawaiʻi Mānoa, UH Hilo and Hawaiʻi Community College. You can reach him by email at columnists@civilbeat.org. Opinions are the author’s own and do not necessarily reflect Civil Beat’s views.

Confusion has become the anti-vaxxer’s weapon of choice.

Editor’s note: Civil Beat welcomes its newest columnist, Will Bailey, a Kauaʻi-born military veteran who lives off-grid on Hawaiʻi island with his wife and daughter. Will plans to write about what he calls “community, legacy and the systems that quietly shape everyday lives.”

Most folks don’t need to be told twice to be cautious. We read labels. We trust what we know. But what’s happening at the federal Centers for Disease Control and Prevention — behind desks, with suits and smiles — isn’t caution. It’s sabotage.

They’ve removed every honest voice from the vaccine advisory panel — doctors, scientists, people with decades in public health. These weren’t activists. They were professionals. They’d been through measles surges, dengue scares, school outbreaks. They knew what worked, and they were pushed out.

They’ve been replaced with people who don’t even believe in vaccines. That’s not safety. That’s a setup. And it’s happening under the radar, wrapped in polite words and bad faith.

On the Big Island, help doesn’t always come easy. You keep things running however you can. You prep for storms. You wait. And when the nurse says, “You might need to go to Hilo,” you start doing the math — not just for the appointment, but for gas, time off work and who’ll be there for the kids. It adds up fast. And when the system breaks, it’s not abstract. It’s personal.

It’s your neighbor’s kid missing school. Your grandmother risking pneumonia. Your local doctor caught between bad information and a worried parent who’s not sure what to believe anymore.

So when people in power start tampering with the trusted systems that help keep our kids alive — vaccines at school, access to reliable information, and the resolve to follow where nurses lead when it counts — it’s not just frustrating. It’s dangerous.

Vaccination Flu shot 2017 syringe.
Certain types of flu shots are just one of the targets of the anti-vaxxers who are suddenly in charge. (Cory Lum/Civil Beat/2017)

They Come In Smiling

The people rewriting national vaccine policy aren’t medical experts. They’re influencers. Conspiracy theorists. Activists pretending to “ask questions” while pushing out decades of hard-earned truth.

One of the new members gave a CDC presentation that originally cited a study that doesn’t exist. It was quietly corrected before the meeting, but the fact that such a blatant error made it onto an official agenda is a red flag. And it’s not the first.

The same group recently submitted a report to Congress filled with false studies and manipulated data. They call it skepticism. But it’s sloppiness. Or worse.

This isn’t about science. It’s about pushing an agenda — bending the truth until it breaks — while real experts are sidelined or silenced. And the committee voted anyway.

When your nearest hospital is an hour away, when the school nurse is your first line of defense, when the power flickers and the road washes out, what you rely on is consistency.

They voted to restrict flu vaccines that use a preservative called thimerosal, even though there’s never been solid evidence it causes harm. Thimerosal is already barely used in the U.S., mostly in multi-dose flu vials.

But that didn’t matter. A speaker tied to Robert F. Kennedy Jr.’s old anti-vaccine group, now rebranded to sound more mainstream, was allowed to present slides filled with discredited claims. They don’t come in shouting anymore. They come in smiling. Calm voices. Clean suits. But the goal is the same: Make people doubt everything, until nothing feels safe.

The CDC’s own review, which showed thimerosal is safe, was pulled before the vote. Not because it was wrong. Because it hadn’t been cleared by Kennedy’s allies on the panel.

This isn’t oversight. It’s a bait-and-switch. And it’s aimed directly at people like us.

Don’t Let Them Lie To You

In rural places, we don’t have much margin. When your nearest hospital is an hour away, when the school nurse is your first line of defense, when the power flickers and the road washes out, what you rely on is consistency. The steady things we forget to notice, until they fail.

Public health isn’t a luxury. It’s not a political debate. It’s part of survival. And the people now steering the ship are aiming for the rocks, while calling it freedom.

Let’s be honest. You don’t protect freedom by putting your children at risk. You don’t honor local values by tearing down what’s kept our kids safe. You don’t speak for the people when your first move is to silence doctors, pull reviews and flood the zone with confusion.

This CDC panel isn’t cautious. It’s reckless. And the danger isn’t just in what they’re changing. It’s in the confusion, the doubt, the way it erodes trust. We’ve been told to “do our own research,” but research only works when the truth hasn’t been buried.

If they can break the trust that’s kept us alive this long, they can break a lot more than that.

The American Academy of Pediatrics has already pulled out of these meetings. Doctors are calling the committee an embarrassment. Health workers are demoralized. And still, the panel pushes forward, pretending this is science.

Don’t let them lie to you like this.

We know the difference between honest skepticism and grift. Between a question and a trap. And we know what it feels like to be left behind.

So hold the line. Hold the truth. That doesn’t mean shouting online. It means asking real questions. Reading carefully. Listening to your doctor, your nurse, your own sense of what adds up. It means protecting your kids not just from harm, but from confusion.

Because if they can break the trust that’s kept us alive this long, they can break a lot more than that. And when they do, they won’t be the ones left to clean it up.


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About the Author

Will Bailey

Will Bailey is a veteran who was born on Kauaʻi, served two tours in Iraq, and now lives on Hawaiʻi island. He attended University of Hawaiʻi Mānoa, UH Hilo and Hawaiʻi Community College. You can reach him by email at columnists@civilbeat.org. Opinions are the author’s own and do not necessarily reflect Civil Beat’s views.


Latest Comments (0)

100% and Mahalo ! for a brave stance.As a dutiful & educated taxpayer, I did my own research, and: This administration does not honor or respect contracts, flaunting the law at every turn - all while claiming to be the defender of, and expert in "business". As if... next time you go for surgery, dental care, or for that matter piano lessons or go to confession: be sure to check that MBA degree on the wall.

Kamanulai · 10 months ago

Aloha Will and welcome to the ’ohana. You don’t need to print this but I was very moved by your article. I live in Ka’umana but imagine you are in Puna. I did two tours in the highlands so I’m used to be lied to while we were unwelcome guests that really overstayed our welcome. Glad you made it back.

Koaniani · 10 months ago

Thanks to everyone who's taken time to read and share thoughts—grateful for the depth of conversation here.

Will.Bailey · 10 months ago

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